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My holiday

King Arthur.
Gladiator.
Lord of the Rings (uncut).
Ella Enchanted.
Eragon.
Cinderella Story; happily ever after.
Peter Pan

All in a day's work.

Thanks, love.

Trials; wednesday.
Meredeka celebration; tomorrow.
Last month of the day; today.
4 more months to the end of 2009.
Where will we be, this time next year?
:)

MIA-ing
Prom (Booklet)
Boyfriend's Birthday
Family
Girlfriends
Kl, and KL MAN-U Trip
Studies.
Rest

Mornings. You wake up feeling afresh or perhaps, just enough rest to go through another long and probably monotonous day. Your sensations are numbed as you emerge from your slumber and for this one moment of the day, you don't fully remember what you have lost, or gained.

Nights, bring a whole other emotions. Events appear in vivid sporadic explosions at the back of your mind. Your emotions flit around, as if playing a run-and-catch game. You are like a little kid in the kindergarten playground again, a little lost and bewildered, a little fearful yet hoping that a sense of belonging could be found in this seemingly massive ground. Yet, nights are not always so generous. Nightmares seep in occasionally. Old insecurities, past hurts and fears you thought you had forgotten glide back into the minutes, hours of the dark night - you are left alone, vulnerable and needy.

Tonight, after dinner, the thoughts of broken desires came hunting in the dark premises of my brain. I don't know how to respond to them, to my own failures anymore. Perhaps i have grown defensive and immature; deliberately turning away when confronted with my own conscience. Perhaps, i have just grown lethargic towards this bundle of almost impossible dreams. They say, nothing is impossible and if you dare to dream, you can reach for it. Of course, hard work is and will be involved. Since when have they not been? But the question is not about hard work, i am not afraid of that. It is something else. Something that i do not utter aloud for fear of admitting my own weakness, my Achilles' heels. I have unwittingly taken this turn too long ago, and it remains a regret, a black hole in my heart. Can i revert it? Will i be able to? Most importantly, do i want to?

You wouldn't understand, but it's okay.

el submarino amarillo says:
sej do wat
Yting; says:
3 essays ah
just the struktur
el submarino amarillo says:
why u din tell me
u bugger
Yting; says:
so i guess...points only
hahahahhah
i forgot la dei!
el submarino amarillo says:
BUGGER!
Yting; says:
hanif wan
el submarino amarillo says:
nvm la
tmr then
Yting; says:
YOU LA BUGGER
el submarino amarillo says:
hanif wan weds only got ma
u scared wat
dum bunny
go eat ur carrots
Yting; says:
hahahahahahahahaha
excuse me?And yes, he did draw the carrot in msn. Friends. Lol.


Another one. A whole basket! ;D Just to make me happy and ward away evil evil people. Chongyen, thank yous!

Holiday

Borders

If you happen to be on a diet, you might need these.

Tummies aren't trash cans.
For flavours that are nice, don't use sugar, add spice.
Bigger snacks mean bigger slacks.
Muffins aren't worth the muffin tops.Vanity, thy name is woman. And i don't mean it in a bad way.


P.s; 1234 is actually pretty nice.
P.p.s;Marisa, you send the funniest emails.

Yesterday.
*pm

Smoky Jack
5 rounds 'round Bkt Dumbar
Coffee Bean; coffee session.
Car Ride
Conversations.

"84% of highschool sweethearts get back together eventually."
"Are you in the 84 or 16 category?"
"...I guess 16..."
"I know mine's definitely 16"

People never know how special someone is until they leave, but maybe sometimes its important to leave, so they are given the chance to see how special that someone really is.

Difficult

Do you fall in the face of hardships
or rise above your own strength and perseverance?
I wish to give myself an answer soon.

Priorities
Studies
Music
Sports
Language
Prom's Theme
IU Day
Rest
Sleep
Eat

Today,

I ran before it rained.

Adobe Photoshop; opened.
It's been far too long.
:)
But i believe...


Dark circles under the eyes.
Ahh, one hell of a week.

A good night with good company.

Valentine's Day.

"Who's call?"

"Yours"

"Raise 2"

"Follow!"

4-1

"Who's got the bigger bird?"

"Phoenix"

Sick, but healing.
Disappointed, but i got over it.
Found inspirations.
Salvation.
A new beginning. :)
Starts today.

Dreams made - broken dreams

annoyed.
scared.
lost.
determined.
sad.
contented.
resolute.
happy.
judgmental.

Today.

Best friends.
Close friends.
Good friends.
Friends.
Acquaintances.
Passersby.
Strangers.