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Merry Christmas

Five years ago, if you were to ask me how i was going to celebrate Xmas, i would probably tell you that i am going to the noisiest and most crowded place in Penang. The Christmases of lower secondary were spent in Gurney's countdown event, looking back, Wen and i have no idea how we went through the painful ordeal of the crowd, BOs and noise(yet, we were young, and yes, i am sure my girlfriends and i did enjoy those moments). As i grew older, the venue changed to UPR, a different crowd, but still a crowd - sweatier, dirtier - in more ways than one. It's funny how we celebrate certain occasions sometimes. we plunge into the crowd, conform, become just another individual in this multi-layered society and lose the true meaning of the occasion.

since when has christmas become an affair of how wasted someone is, dancing explicitly in clubs, doing stupid things and just mingling with strangers? isn't christmas suppose to be a family-affair, of rejoicing for God(for those who are christians) and so much more? not that i am against a full-force party during christmas. but some teenagers take upon christmas as as their personal crusade to party, another CONVENIENT reason to tell their parents that they are heading out with their friends, stay out the whole night and not come home. this whole picture, it's just, wrong.

And at the end of all the partying, this so called Christmas eve, Christmas day, becomes just another 24 hours; a temporary insignificant day of dirty clothings and sweaty skins under a whole layer of forgotten spirit of true Christmas.

And christmas, is not co christmassy after all - for some.

P.s : My christmas was spent with the best friend, quiet, and would probably end with a long phone call with the boyf. Yes, not the most happening celebration, but yet. :) Nights.

Christmas

I miss you, silly boy.
I love christmas, although i don't really celebrate it. :)

Christmas shopping, done.
Bought all the presents for my friends,
left one more to go.

Although STPM is over, i still feel busy. :/
So many things to do!
alas, i am not obliged to tell you what i am up to. :)

♥

I felt a little lost, recently. Can't really say when the feeling started. I didn't keep tabs. But it feel like a slow song, one that you enjoy at the beginning and then it gets draggier and draggier until you feel like just switching the whole track to something else, something a little more different and more vibrant - something that is able to take you someplace else.

I want to feel alive. I want to feel excitement bustling through my veins, life stories of others come alive in my own- i don't want two dimensional pictures of white papers inked with faded black words. Don't want minds to be crusted with distractions and hammered with heavy, substantial knowledge that sometimes make us lose sight of the things that matter. Knowledge has a way of doing that to us; seeping into our nerves, making us want more so that we are drunken with it - the rest fades away.

I don't want to be taken for granted.

Pitter Patter of the Rain

The Boyfriend, Bestfriend, Gang and Man-U

;) the nice nice pictures are still with jon. :/ i want. OWEN!!!

The night.

Birthday Boy and Prom

<3 Mr. Boyfriend.

Wed, Thurs, Fri - KL with the family.

Event : PFS Orientation Ball / Senior Prom
Theme : Black Ties & Diamonds
Venue : Eastern & Oriental Hotel (Grand Ballroom)
Day : Friday
Date : 10th of July 2009

MIA-ing
Prom (Booklet)
Boyfriend's Birthday
Family
Girlfriends
Kl, and KL MAN-U Trip
Studies.
Rest

You wouldn't understand, but it's okay.

el submarino amarillo says:
sej do wat
Yting; says:
3 essays ah
just the struktur
el submarino amarillo says:
why u din tell me
u bugger
Yting; says:
so i guess...points only
hahahahhah
i forgot la dei!
el submarino amarillo says:
BUGGER!
Yting; says:
hanif wan
el submarino amarillo says:
nvm la
tmr then
Yting; says:
YOU LA BUGGER
el submarino amarillo says:
hanif wan weds only got ma
u scared wat
dum bunny
go eat ur carrots
Yting; says:
hahahahahahahahaha
excuse me?And yes, he did draw the carrot in msn. Friends. Lol.


Another one. A whole basket! ;D Just to make me happy and ward away evil evil people. Chongyen, thank yous!

Tremble

After exams. :)

Emotional burden.

You might hurt me, but you cannot break me.

External Factors.

Examinations do not measure intelligence, wit, or wisdom.
It measures your ability to memorize and regurgitate facts from mechanical text books that do not showcase the mirrors of life.
It is a farce.
Yes, they educate us, but they do not teach us about lives.
A bio text book might explain how the unity of two genders might result in the product of a baby; the 9 months period, the changes in the female's body and the chemicals, hormones involved,
but
it does not tell you bout the emotional rides both mother and father-to- be go through, it does not tell you how a new chapter is invisibly made the second a mother lays eyes on her new-born babe and it does not tell you how to cherish the moments that flicker by in life.

If you want to study, and let exams gauge how well-prepared you are for STPM, so be it, but get off my principles. And others. I don't care if you score 80 or 8 in your papers.

SHUT UP, learn it, will you?

A forgotten dream.

Suddenly i am lost, submerged in this ocean of doubts and unfilled desires.
Yesterday is a wrinkle on your forehead, yesterday is a promise that you have broken.

Dark Berry Mocha.
War of the Roses.
Archon, Solon, Prytany, Cleisthenes, Prisistratus.
You have no idea, and it's staying that way.
I.U. Day. :/ :/
Mine, you.
Bliss.

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"Love is always patient and kind.
It is never jealous.
Love is never boastful or conceited.
It is never rude or selfish.
It does not take offense and is not resentful".
- A walk to remember

Girls who enjoy football.

0-0
I am glad you are back. The only other female that talks to me about a ball and 22 players on the field. Guys might not know it, but we do talk about football in a different way. And no, we don't gush over 'em looks.

Straight smiles and yogurt drinks

Must be careful with my tiny heart.
I am a giver, most of the times.
That doesn't mean i am not afraid of the consequences.

Wednesday, Thursday, Friday.