Sunday, May 31, 2009

Turned on.

Coldplay. :)

vewen182@hotmail.com says:
telll meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
PLEASEEEEEEE
u dun tell me me cant study
then me fail then me sad
u want me sad?
nooooooooo SO TELL ME
hohhohoho
Yting; says:
hahahahahahahahahahahahha
omg your eng
xD

I wonder if you are okay sometimes, although our lives are not connected at all. Is your past that bad, your love that deep that this is the life you want to lead?

Thursday, May 28, 2009

Wounded, crouched animal.

Seeking refuge in unknown places because really, there's no where else to go - tonight, i just can't come home.

Sunday, May 24, 2009

'Stop talking about love. Every asshole in the world says he loves somebody. It means nothing.'
'But it's true-'
'Still doesn't mean anything. What you feel only matters to you. It is what you do to the people you love; that's what matters. That's the only thing that counts.'
; Stephen, in The Last Kiss.

Thursday, May 21, 2009

Tremble

After exams. :)

Monday, May 18, 2009

Antartica

Sometimes i wake up, thinking i could take on the world and conquer my heart's desires for the day. Sometimes i wake up, thinking i cannot face the world today (not today) - the overwhelming emotion to just hide underneath my comforter brings this inexplicable sadness that i do not want to confront. Sometimes i laugh, for no reason, for a reason, for the simplest and most complex reasons i come up with, i laugh - genuinely, wholeheartedly and blissfully. Sometimes, other times, i plaster a fake smile so that convenient excuses do not have to be made on why it's a bitter day; perhaps, i should start living on a transparency with notes written over it so that i can have some guidance on why, even when i am in a room filled with people, i still feel alienated, i still am an outsider and i still have to live in this bubble of contradictions i put myself in.

Sticks and balls.

Emotional burden.

You might hurt me, but you cannot break me.

External Factors.

Examinations do not measure intelligence, wit, or wisdom.
It measures your ability to memorize and regurgitate facts from mechanical text books that do not showcase the mirrors of life.
It is a farce.
Yes, they educate us, but they do not teach us about lives.
A bio text book might explain how the unity of two genders might result in the product of a baby; the 9 months period, the changes in the female's body and the chemicals, hormones involved,
but
it does not tell you bout the emotional rides both mother and father-to- be go through, it does not tell you how a new chapter is invisibly made the second a mother lays eyes on her new-born babe and it does not tell you how to cherish the moments that flicker by in life.

If you want to study, and let exams gauge how well-prepared you are for STPM, so be it, but get off my principles. And others. I don't care if you score 80 or 8 in your papers.

SHUT UP, learn it, will you?

Sunday, May 17, 2009

You're the foundation on which i stand.

Lucas: (Voice-over) If you could go back and just change one thing about your life, would you? And if you did, would that change make your life better? Or would that change ultimately break your heart? Or break the heart of another? Would you choose an entirely different path? Or would you change just one thing? Just one moment. One moment that you've always wanted back.

Saturday, May 16, 2009

We, the champs.

“When you're in the tunnel and you hear on the speakers: ‘Please welcome the champions of England, the champions of Europe and the champions of the world...’ you believe that you're going to crush anybody that's in your way. I get goose bumps every time I walk out at Old Trafford.”
Dimitar Berbatov gets the sweetest chill in January


“I’ve been doodling on my pad, trying to see how I can fit all these players in. People ask me what I consider to be my best side, and the short answer is that I don’t have one.”
Sir Alex's oft-experienced selection headache ruins Christmas

Thursday, May 14, 2009

Dear Best Friend,

I have so many things i want to say to you that i do not possibly know where i should start. Remember the nights where we watched your favorite dramas and all we did is laugh and cry about the future, the past, and the present? The classic 5am moment when we groaned about our hunger and how absurd it would be to cook instant noodles - yet we do it anyway? We had our fair share of dreams - some reached, others forgotten and we even have our sacred moments of secrets, fears, and stories shared. I had thought i lost you, the other time. I was wrong (thank God); and now, separated by our different vocations(and hectic lifestyle) and countries apart, we struggle to be involved in each others lives. Ours have been one hell of a roller coaster ride, but i am glad i have you still. And for that, i need nothing more.

Big Phang and Little Tan.

Tuesday, May 12, 2009

A forgotten dream.

Suddenly i am lost, submerged in this ocean of doubts and unfilled desires.
Yesterday is a wrinkle on your forehead, yesterday is a promise that you have broken.

Carrie :[Narrating] Later that night, I got to thinking about men, and women and relationships. Or more to the point, how women feel men disappoint them in relationships. Then a radical, almost earth-shattering thought popped into my head. What if everything isn't the man's fault? After a certain age, and a certain number of relationships; if it still isn't working and the ex's seem to be moving on and we don't, perhaps the problem isn't the last boyfriend, or the one before him, or even the one before him! Could it be, that the problem isn't them, but horror of horrors - is it us?

Thursday, May 7, 2009


Dark Berry Mocha.
War of the Roses.
Archon, Solon, Prytany, Cleisthenes, Prisistratus.
You have no idea, and it's staying that way.
I.U. Day. :/ :/
Mine, you.
Bliss.

Tuesday, May 5, 2009

Friends




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"Love is always patient and kind.
It is never jealous.
Love is never boastful or conceited.
It is never rude or selfish.
It does not take offense and is not resentful".

- A walk to remember

Monday, May 4, 2009

I want.

Yting; says:
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
i want to watch wolverineeeeeeeee
cyen - zaytsev - so what if you can see the darkest side of me? says:
no nid watch wan la. ask someone muscular to put 3 chopsticks between his fingers in each hands and make growling noises
Yting; says:

HAHAAHHAHAHA